YAY YAY YAY YAY

*blushes* cause i forgot! But happy anniversary..cant believe all the things that have happened to us, but we are still here and we are happy (most of the time!!)

Love ya
xxxxx

Wow holy Toledo 3rd angels day thats just to amazing. I love it. *hugs*
Happy Belated Angels day to you to sweets. *hugs*

Wow i can't believe its been 3 whole years. Its gone by so fast. so crazy and so awesome.
Love you guys lots.

woohoo angels! lol

has it really been three years?? it seems long and at the same time, shorter doesnt it?

wow......

thanks to all my angels!! you guys are the world to me :)

stargatelover7

I wished that anniversary could be celebrated with all of us.

But as you know, thats not that case.

Seeing my name on that list, makes me wonder, surrounded by a big QUESTIONMARK???
I tried to keep contact with you, but you silenced me, again. Pushed me away, again.. and all I wanted, was just to be your friend. Because I thought we were friends, like the Angels always were... But were not. Otherwise I would not be left outside alone.

Take Care. See ya...

LT out

Your name is on the list because she isn't going to ignore the fact that you are a part of the original angels, a part of that time in her life that meant so much to her.... But you hurt her, which you seem to have forgotten. I'm not sure you'll ever understand how much you hurt her. And while she's moved on (very very far) she doesn't care to be friends with you again. A hint you can't seen to take... But that doesn't mean she's going to ignore that you were a part of the angels too...

Chicka,

Its not cool that people always think that Iam the only bad bitch around here... that I am the person, the only one, who has hurt somebody.
Thats not cool. Remember that there are always two sides of the story, when there is an argument and that two people are hurt. All the good things will be forgotten and erased, the bad things, the bad taste, the stain will always mark a person and demonize it, making it sometimes even more dramatical then things really were.
And thats what some of you people dont seem to understand. and what pisses me more off when I rethink about this again, is that people who also understood my side of the story, suddenly turned completely the other side.. thats what I mean, with, left outside alone. and yes ignorance was/is also part of that.

I will never ever get myrep. back..how hard I try .. I will always be the dark angel to you people... The angels, meant, the end of friendship, not only with you, (what I dont wanted to happen, I explained that many times..but both of us had another way of understanding and seeing things, and most of all, feeling things) But also the end of the friendship and many bad, and threadfull emails from other people I didnt sometimes even knew! addressed to me, and that were also people who really didnt knew the part of the story..
So You were not the only one who was hurt, damn girl you dont understand it, why does everybody think that I was fucking not hurt..that I had peace with this.. if I had, the entire thing would not affect me tho? then I could easily move on....

Dont use my name again, in the angelscontext. Thats given ammo for my arsenal.

But again. Take Care
Wish both of you the best.

C ya..

LT out

I never meant to imply that you were the 'only bad bitch' but you denied SBs side just as you accuse her of denying yours....

I know nothing about all the other stuff that happened to anyone at that time (you seem to think SB is posting as me, this is not the case, she reads this the way you do, via e-mail notification). I merely wanted to point out that there is a very logical reason that she names you but won't talk to you... She's keeping the good memories (she knows there were some) but moving on from the painful ones...

Which seems like something you could use... from your own admission you were hurt, so why bother with these people who have cut you out of their life? Surely that is counterproductive to moving on, 'getting peace' as you say?

You won't find peace here... You'll find peace by giving up on the people who won't talk to you but keeping the good memories and with those good memories find new people... Somewhere else...

AMEN...